At wits end 09/11/2010
Closed off from the world, encased in stone Colder then ice, all alone I live in blackness ever so dark Where the eye’s of the dead hold no spark Tormented daily by those of ill will Howling, screaming bringing bones to a chill having no answers I’m trapped inside Longing for escape and a place to hide Tired of the disappointments and every lie At the point where I’d rather die… Add Comment Light 06/14/2010
I’ve been backed into a corner Ran out of Amen’s To take a step backwards would mean my end So I draw on my powers ready for a fight sword in my left, shield in my right “darkness.” I yelled. “feel my might.” And within an instant came the light. Deceit: 03/21/2010
The clouds hang low and stormy As my heavy heart weeps Betrayed by a kiss so insufficient And a love twice as cheap Tricked by the dark goddesses lies Her treacherous deceit And now with open arms it’s death I wish to greet Fore how the pain courses through my veins Suffering does not suffice As I reach for her one true gift The razor edged knife An raise it to slice those same veins That hold such pain Like acid to the skin Cry out in agony but there’s no one to hear my whims So now I travel on through the valley near hatreds breast Beyond the Burning plains where the most vile of souls rest And on toward the circle of brimstone and fire Toward the one place in all hell reserved for the suicide buyer. He still loves me 03/21/2010
Even though I walk alone in the dark, The lord is still my Sheppard and I hold him within my heart. Even though my wings have been clipped and I’ve fallen, I’ll carry his word until flesh meets coffin. Even though darkness has it’s grasp. The light will endure all, and always last. Even though my faith is sometimes abstained, The lord is always there to give me guidance And cure me of pain. Even though I do not go to church, Nor do I always pray. The lord still speaks to me and I listen everyday. Even though I sin and I’m far from pure The lord still loves me And who could ask for more. |
